Friday, September 22, 2006

decisions, decisions....

so yeah. we're back to the whole *I-don't-know-what-to-do-about-my-job-I-really-like-my-job-but-could-get-a-lot-more-money-elsewhere-and-elsewhere-is-calling-right-now-and-it-really-wants-a-second-interview-but-is-it-what-I-want-or-what's-best-for-me-I-hate-making-these-decisions* times of my life. so please pray. pray that I don't go insane trying to MAKE a decision, and that I'll make the right one, and that both where I am and where I'm potentially going will be all the better for it.

in my ideal world, every other job wouldn't want to hire me (yes, I'm weird like that sometimes) and my current job would give me a big raise so I could pay for everything I need to and not have to worry about the electric or internet being cut off and we'd all live happily ever after.

but apparently my ideal world is galaxies away from this one.


could use some encouragement?


Nakiru said...

Buffy, you know you will make the right decision. You are strong, and competent, and your life is just beginning. The struggle and the decisions are just going to make you more and more into the person that we all love and believe in.
You're my hero too, remember. I'm praying for you, and I think you're incredible.

nakolong said...

Stupid decisions don't make themselves do they?

I say just eat chocolate. Make yourself a pan of brownies and watch chic flicks. That'll help with the decision making! :P

On a more serious note, I'll be praying for you. What ever decision you make God'll be behind it.

Anonymous said...

You're awesome Buff. I'm sure you will make the right decision.