Monday, October 02, 2006

I NEED TO KNOW!!!

and yet I know nothing. feel nothing. calm, no peace.

I hate decisions with absolutely every fiber that exists in my being. I have to know. Today. and yet I don't. This is the most frustrating thing I have ever encountered in my entire life.

2 hours alone in the arboretum... after dark, waiting for the security guards to come get me. and still absolutely nothing.

I am at the end of my knowing what to do. I've done everything I could possibly know to do.



nothing..............................................

2 comments:

Jess said...

Um . . .what happened?

Nakiru said...

love you.
i am glad that your decision is done.
remember that no matter what, God's hand is with you, and was involved in this.
I love you